Sooo, I've been remembering things from my old life alot lately. And I had soo much fun with the people, how could that all have changed? I thought that I had formed life bonds with these people, and then one day we just stop talking. It sucks. I've been trying to find one of my friends on myspace but i don't know if she has one and it's really just a luck 'o the draw if I do find her.
Soo, I've been trying to find out how to get a job on a cruise boat because I figure if i can't go to China, I at least would like to travel. But every site I've found wants me to send money so that they can send me info on how to get a job on a cruise boat. Money to make money.
So, I told Kayla that sometimes I want to kiss her, just to see what it would've been like if we had gotten together, I don't know if she thought I was serious, but I was. She didn't say anything.
I want to find a gf that isn't a god freak, isn't dumb, and likes me. Now accepting applications.
Okay, so everyone who goes to my school, got the school newspaper, and went to the pep assembly should read page 4 in the opinions section. Read "Dance Moves aren't the only thing shown off, moderation necessary." It talks about how the dance team's first dance at the begining of the year was to slutty cuz they were wearing tight white shirts and short black skirts. Wow, does that sound formiliar to anyone who went the the pep ass? it says that they changed to some butt ugly shirts but the girls complained, which is probly the reason that the girls were back to wearing thier slut gear. And I appriaciate them for it. Don't take offense to this. I have friends on the team and they know that I think of them as cheerleading rejects, and some of them are so... suck it. Go see Tom and Miranda's play. Call me Toddy.
So I wrote like a shit load yesterday and then it said, lj is in read only mode and it doesnt let you go back to what you typed so you can save it and post it later. it should fucking tell you that its in read only mode before you type two pages worth of shit.
Well anyways, i guess I'll try again.
So I'm still going to the concert but I'm not on the guest list and I'm not borrowing my mom's jag. One becuase chelsea decided to take mason which I suspect one of them has a crush on him (big fucking surprise right?) and two, My step dad said that I couldnt take the car because i'm not on their insurence. thats fine with me, I mean i'm pissed but I guess janies mom is giving us a ride. my friends Kait Eliot and Rayecheal are going with a bunch their friends and i want to hang out with them so I might just "get lost" and find them.
SO I wrote alot about Kayla and now i'll just sumerize it. Wrote Kayla the song lyrics "Words we couldn't say" by Cowboy Bebop, gave to Kati Eliot because she has second period with her and Kati said that when she saw what it was she went "Eh" which is a sign of disgust. So I thought that maybe Kayla and I were done with each other. But when I was about to ask her if she was done, I led with the question, so you didn't like my note? to which she replies, no, I said "eh" (which is a sign of disappointment, big difference.) becuase i was hoping it was an actual note. So no more songs for her, from now on, all my notes will be from the heart.
More about this Kati girl. Wow, she's beautiful, she likes Tyler McNeil and they kissed. But one thing about her, she is exactly the kind of girl that I would like to date, but she's not the girl. I hope that makes sense. She's pretty and smart and funny and not the girl I want. Besides, even if she would have me, I still gotta work out some issues about other people. You know,.
So, Coheed Sunday. Till then, Call me Toddy.
Okay, just making sure I can update. Fucking LJ.
Wed, Oct. 20th, 2004, 05:19 pm
I think that from now on I would like to be called: Toddy
Thankyou for your support.
Sat, Oct. 2nd, 2004, 01:48 pm
So i was checking the latest entry's on the home page and I found this girl and (not to sound like a chick) OMG she is sooo effing hot.
i_r0k_y0_w0rld is her username, check her out.
Fri, Oct. 1st, 2004, 08:16 pm
I thought this was interesting, does anyone know what a Endless is?
Dream, the third of The Endless, you are in charge
of the Dreaming, all imagination and
creativity, everyone knows your beautiful
realm, but none truly understand it. You are
dark and brooding, creative, and spend a lot of
time by yourself, just thinking. You are almost
as serious as Destiny, but not quite. Everyone
is enchanted by you, but you keep them all at a
distance, even when you shouldn't. Which Endless are you? brought to you by Quizilla
Fri, Sep. 24th, 2004, 03:51 pm
Wed, Sep. 22nd, 2004, 05:47 pm
Umm, hotpocket, ham and cheese.